then again, maybe it's childish to imagine some Ultimate Change, maybe not. maybe there always will be a superiority and an inferiority. one cannot exist without the other. pure science. pure accpetion. or something. yes. this is it. this is accepting that life is miserable! your(my) silly little punk rock hippie revolution is impossible...and this is sad...so we must create said revolution for ourselves! "pseudo-ally"! or distract ourselves from the fact that maybe it cannot ever exist. therein becoming happy...therein satisfying the need for change and the desired results of the revolution. but. without sadness, there can't really be happiness.

yes. okay. alright. yes. indeed.

i think I'm going to write while I still have good thoughts in my head!