I think I shall do a postsecret. I've always wanted to. Maybe I will.

It might say something like:
It hurts when you don't reply to my messages. I want you to have something to say to me.

I can't handle feeling like people are hiding things.

My Xanax is still keeping the cycling from happening and me from caring about much now. I'll probably come straight home and take a nap. I dont know. Feeling like this worries me that no one else does, and that I'm a complete and total freak.

Whatever. I have to go to school even though I don't want to. and even though I didn't do my homework.