why the fuck did you have to leave me?

all of you. fuck.

jackie, fiona, hannah, laura, caity, wayne, andrew, jessie, tyler, wayne, i hate you all so much, because you're never here. i hate you all because i love you all way too much.

if it's me, then I hate myself for fucking things up all of the time. fuck.

I hate you too, Caleb, because I shallowly, selfishly, stupidly always have this little crush on you, and I think you may be one of the only people in the world who could understand me. And you're so distant and hard to get to know and I don't know if you give a shit about anyone, but I know I'm not one of them.