well for jackie's birthday it'll be me, her, steven, a hotel, the city, and the world as our oyster.

also by then i'll have fixed any self esteem issues i have so it'll be even better.

and..ANDREW! i suggested we kidnap him (since we'll be in atlanta if all goes as planned) and she was like "oh he's coming. he has no choice".

!!!!!!

so if i don't see him before then, i definitely will. and i will have changed too! shit yes.

*giggle* and her and steven could have a bed probably, which leaves me and andrew to one. if we all sleep..which is doubtful...

you have no idea how excited i am. everything finally seems like it'll eventually fall into place.