sometimes i do this thing where i don't want anyone to know my name or why i do the things i do. i want to be untouchable. because right when they get in, when they know the words behind your words, all they do is abuse and misuse them. they don't get them. maybe if only everyone could keep everything just for the moment. just scenes in our movie. but we just keep watching them over and over, we want to relive them but this is as close as it gets.

things i need to get out:

that thing with danny the other night has been confusing the hell out of me. he always does. i just want him to move and maybe us never speak again. it's just...hard.

i sort of miss skipper but that's such a lost cause.

i still like andrew.

i just want someone cute and simple to make me smile. fuck all of these complex beings.

i want a really good soundtrack, cigarettes, straight roads, and fast fucking cars.