"a mirage will never quench your thirst"

that's absolutely right. and it can go for my envisionment of how i'd like things to be. my envisionings and such will never make me happy or put an end to my desires by way of fulfillment. my daydreams of people would never be as good as actually spending time with them. dreaming about and wishing i were thinner and happier with my appearance will never be as good as actually achieving it. nothing tastes as good as thin feels. i cannot keep letting my fears hold me back. i must break free.