i'm in the library because i finished my chemistry test early, i always finish tests early, and i didn't feel like staying in the classroom longer. going to the school library feels like what study hall might. they need independant study classes at this school. though, i don't think any/many students could handle them. actually, i'll admit, i'd probably use that time to sleep, write, do my makeup, daydream, read, update my diaryland(ha), and otherwise seemingly unproductive activities. so, in the end, i guess i'm just like everyone else, except quieter, maybe.

i definitely burned some super stellar mixes for hannah's car. i'm really excited about them. and spring break. and this afternoon, because i have xanax, and people, and shit. oh, i just wish the day would go by faster! or that i hadn't used up all of my absences earlier in the semester. i would definitely just be skipping today probably. god, i could have had so much fun just having adventures around town, i had it all planned out. on days i'd want to skip, i'd tell my mom i was walking to school, leave my backpack at home, find a bus, get on said bus, and just go downtown or wandering. and maybe bring a couple people with me. oh well, i'll do that next semester, when i have more absences and shit.

i had a nice talk with lilli afterschool yesterday. i really like good conversation, when i can open up, but not to the extreme point of rambling. and such.

teacher alert, i'll be back later.