lethal paradox
2007-02-13 at 8:57 p.m.

i want to not feel so insignificant. but i know that i can only even remotely believe my existance serves a purpose when i hear it from someone i currently obsess over. someone i feel like i'm nothing to. like, if they can love me, i can love me, too.

the world and all in it is breaking, and we are the pieces. we are broken and breaking ourselves more and more. if we want to hope for a future, we have to stay together.

i want someone i will not question my worth to. someone who will listen to my philosophical ramblings and exchange for their own. someone to play in the rain with me and doesn't mind being sprinkled with glitter. someone i won't feel alone with when i'm standing right next to them.

someone just for me.

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