apparently wayne hates me now. whatever. I miss him I guess, he made the time pass by, and I really do like the kid...for some reason or another...

but I don't think he could ever, I don't know, be happy with me. I can't make him happy. but he makes me happy, which is why I pursue him. somewhat. and I guess for the one day when I finally make him happy, too. when I'm good enough.

I have to remember to dye my hair today because I have that hangout date with Caity tomorrow, and maybe with Hannah on Friday or the weekend. and I should rent movies today. god knows I need something to get me through the days. maybe some schoolwork, too.