maybe it's the 50mgs of focalin within the last few hours
(20mgs orally, 30mgs insulfated) but dear jesus god I can't I can't oh god no words.

I'm cold
and I keep yawning
yet I feel all tingly and I don't fucking know

I feel like I'm overwhelmed by words or something

no song sounds right
nothing feels right
I just honestly
I Don't know
I can't explain how/if I'm feeling
maybe it's just all this talking, all that talking I did to Tiffany earlier took energy out of me
or something
or I used so many words I can't stand to use anymore

and I can't breathe
I honestly don't know if I'm trying to make something out of nothing
fuck who knows